A suburban house at night, windows glowing brightly with primary colors that cycle through the full spectrum.


Silas often finds himself smoking at dusk on the outskirts of the deserted baseball diamond, feet propped up in the dugout. When he turns the tape over, in the silences he sometimes hears footfalls in the rusting bleachers.

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  1. “I Wanna Destroy You” – The Soft Boys
  2. “Saints” – The Breeders
  3. “Summer Breeze” – Type O Negative
  4. “Germ Free Adolescents” – X-Ray Spex
  5. “Salad Days” – Young Marble Giants
  6. “What Do I Get?” – Buzzcocks
  7. “Christianity” – The Wolfgang Press
  8. “Come in Alone” – My Bloody Valentine
  9. “Hummer - 2011 Remaster” – The Smashing Pumpkins
  10. “Mincer Ray” – Guided by Voices
  11. “Her Again” – Sleater-Kinney
  12. “Our Secret” – Beat Happening
  13. “Sleep Comes Down” – The Psychadelic Furs
  14. “Polly” – Nirvana
  15. “In My Secret Place” – The Magnetic Fields

Later he finds a trail of tar leading over the seats and into the woods. Though he cannot tell if that which left it was coming or going.

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